the break up and regrets~

theres always gonna be another challenge to go through...

another problem to solve...

another person to love and hate...

another person will come to break your heart...

how can people just come by and leave without goodbyes?

are goodbyes really that hard to say?

i admit,

it hurts to say goodbye?

but why get hurt if it's already a goodbye?

my world falls apart every time i receive goodbyes...

the problem is, i always get them...

and i am tired of falling apart and getting my @SS back up~

sometimes i just want to give up, give in and forget it

but i realized when i once tried, it's hard

no matter what i still have to move on and be strong

but before that, i gotta let go something

gotta forget something which is not worth it

i've learnt my lesson

never fall back, keep moving

coz if you stay behind, you'll be left alone

i've felt being alone

waited for BU**$h!T,,

even a Sh!T did not come

he dumped me for not a good-enough reason

of all things in life

i hate being dumped and used

it feels like he used me

rumors were spread after the break up

people said it was just a dare for him to get a girl

and i am stupid enough to be his victim

i don't wanna hate him

but something makes me...

it ain't my fault anymore right?

sometimes i wanna look back at the times

times when we were really happy

and felt like nothing will go wrong

well guess what,

those moments and times were burned to hell together with him

oh FU*K man~

i don't wanna talk about him anymore..

his lost anyways, why should i care?

right? hehe... ^^

end of topic..

-..........................................-