today?

Dear Diary,

Wow, it's getting harder each day. I guess vacation is all about enjoying and forgetting what you have for a while. He is not coming online *sad*. I heaven't heard a word from him since he left, I'm missing him so badly, and I'm afraid I might get crazy *laughs* but I meant it, *laughs faded*.

It hurts also. I did not know, it hurts when you're missing someone you love the most. I wonder whether he misses me too. I'm being paranoid again, somehow. But at least I know and I am sure he doesn't know how to lie, so no matter what, I still had to believe him. If he says he loves me, then I believe him. But, how come he isn't here? This is hard. So hard. *sad*

I wonder how is it going to be when we meet. Will he talk to me like how he does when we are alone? Honestly, he doesn't talk to me when our friends are around, but we hardly get a chance to be alone just to talk. *sad*

I miss his hug, and kiss, and touch. I feel so sad and empty now. I felt like I lost someone and I will never get him back. Why? Why negative stuffs are coming inside my mind?! "He is just enjoying the time with his cousins!" Well, that is for sure, because that is what I am going to do. But I won't forget to talk to him.

*sigh* help me! I wish he'd come online today!

I Love You!

"I wish i have 2 more hours to be with you... but it ended up only seeing you after 2 weeks from now..."

"Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time... Chocolates had became my best friend lately, been eating different kinds and brands, but, still you're the sweetest of all... wee` missing you~ i want a bite :P heheh` LoLx`"

I never knew I would miss you so badly. I did not expect for this sadness to come and visit me. I guess "google" was right. I won't have much of luck this December. *sad* But however, I am still lucky to still have you.

I loved you now and then. :) Until the day I die, and you know that. *sigh* I miss your hug, your smile, the way you like and when you say my name. You're irresistible. You're Lovable. You're humble. You're cute. And that's why I love you this much ~> 1 000 000 000x more than anyone could love you. *smiles*

For You:

If I could make your heart beat faster

You could take my breath away

All things in life I had

I am blessed of seeing you everyday

You held my hand when I needed a friend

You gave me life and pulled bad things aside

If letting you seemed to be easy before

Now I feel like being with you is all I'd ask for more

You catch me when I fall

And called me when I hear no one at all

Your heart beat is my breath

The moment you stop loving me, I'd rather face death

With you alone I stood with strength

Nothing to hide just a bit of confidence

Loving means so much to me

A future with you is all I wanted to see...

Stop violence against children.

Until Monday, December 6th, there should be no human faces on facebook, but an invasion of memories. This is a campaign to stop violence against children.

Everyone was asked to change their facebook profile picture to a cartoon character from their childhood. So why not you try to change as well?

p,s. This post is also about love what? :) hehehe~