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I Love You Still Daniel...

For you

If you still visit my blog, if you're planning to read, this is for you.

You are the sunshine that came right after a heavy rain in my life. You completely changed me and my life. You made me a lot more understanding and patient. With you I knew what love really means, with you I felt love. So if I will wake up everyday knowing that you are no longer mine, I prefer to stay in my dreams where there you are all that I have. I love you. And I cannot deny that. God can send me a thousand of guys who is a lot deserving than you and who is much better. They are nothing to me, they can be better, yes. But at some point, YOU, to me is enough and enough is more than better. I just hope one day you will realized how much I really love you.

To: Daniel.

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To you...

There I was waiting. Kept waiting and now, I am so hopeless. As day pass by, my love for you gets stronger and I love you more and more each day. I tried to control but I just can't. I can't hold on any longer, especially to something that is not mine. I should not claim you mine cause you were never mine. I cannot be around you anymore now that I know she is hear to stay. I know you need her more than you need me and I know you are a lot happier with her than with me. So I am letting you go. I am setting you free cause I have no more right and purpose to stay where I am now. We rushed things out, we made decisions without thinking and ended up pushing each other far. Until the point came that distance and space are both created and it's eating up the time left for us. I just wished I had you completely. But I know that wish will just fade like how wind passes by. I loved you and I always will. Maybe it's not just the right time or just not meant to be. I am sorry. But it hurts too much and I cannot hold onto it anymore. Good luck with her~