i believe that every single action happens for a reason. if it's meant to happen, then it is we can't do anything about it. and if it's not, then don't force it. sometimes i sit and wonder, whether he does the things i do. at any angle and corner of my mind, i don't think he does whatever i'm doing all the time. but i know, whatever he's doing is none of my business, but come on, why do i have to sit and make it harder for myself to think and think if it ain't my business. well now i found out why, because it happened for a reason. and i think the reason is i miss you too much. i couldn't just sit and say i miss you. i could think about it and imagine.
sometimes, i'm being paranoid, getting jealous for no reason and hating this girl on your facebook wall. why? because there's a reason for me to feel that, and it's because i love you too much and i'm becoming greedy and selfish. it's not that i have bad intentions but it's way too much right?
every time i ain't doing anything, something will just pop inside my mind. and i ask myself, "does he still love me?" or "what if he doesn't like me anymore?" or "what if his feelings for me is slowly fading away?" why on earth do i have to ask myself those stupid questions? because it happened for a reason. maybe there are answers out there but we don't see it. and they are making us wonder a lot and make us find it. but why? because they wanna send a message to us? but what could it be?
first ever question to ourselves. "which one should i follow and believe, and which one should i ignore and forget, the mind or the heart?"
majority's answers: the heart. "why?" because if you follow your heart, your mind couldn't do anything but follow as well. so if you wanna choose without deciding, follow the heart it'll send you to the right path if you BELIEVE.
minority's answers: THE MIND. "why?" because if you choose your mind, before it goes off it thinks and make sure you did the right thing. mind can think and CANNOT get hurt, for short it won't get hurt or YOU won't get hurt if you follow your mind. whereas, if you follow your heart, it doesn't do all the thinkings, and it'll just make you do it. and when you follow your heart, you'll probably get hurt because you did not think about it, your heart doesn't have a mind to think right? and since you follow the heart you won't listen to the mind's advices. *summary of this* follow the MIND that thinks and you won't get hurt and ignore the HEART that makes you feel the pain and regret in the end.
because NOT ALL things end happily and successfully. WHY? because IT HAPPENS FOR A REASON~!!!
