Thursday, April 12, 2012

What you missed

Hi. I'm back! =)

After a couple of weeks, I went back to my country to enjoyed my Holidays with my families. I was too lonely to stay alone in Malaysia for Christmas so I decided to used up notes and headed back. Two or three days later, I ran into my friend; an old friend. I remembered how we first met, it was on November. That time I was already seeing Daniel and at the same time, we are already having problems and misunderstanding.

This guy was flirting, and honestly I didn't entertained him. Cause I was too busy of finding out whether Daniel is the one and stupid too for not paying attention to him because....

On December 26th, we ran into each other again, on facebook and had a little conversation. Back in November, he really tried his best to get me, but I was so in love with Daniel so I kind of blew him off then he disappeared. So when I got back in the Philippines, we had a time together on December 27th, Yes I know, it was damn fast. But nothing is wrong with is it? It's just a day out. But when the day ended, it happened to be a date. He confessed and cursed me for rejecting him a month ago. It was a wonderful day and I was flattered. He sent me home then we just text messaged each other every single day. I guess I spent a lot of money on credit.

On December 29th, I finally said yes. We actually had deal that we'll be together after 2 years, after we both graduate. But I guess, our hearts just can't wait that the 2 years deal turned out to be 2 days. We got to know each other better and spent more time together. With him, I felt so different.

This time, it's not him that is different, ITS ME that is different and that difference was there only when he is around. And I like being different, I love the feeling, I love ME when I'm with him. He changed me a lot. In so many ways that I can never explain one by one. It's just magical and wonderful. It's just different from the rest, especially from Daniel. This time, there is a real spark.

To be continued....

The Result


So yeah. I and Daniel's journey ended. But that doesn't mean my life stopped. I went through a lot of sufferings, emptiness and pain. Then I had too much so I decided to just stand back up and moved on. Gladly, after a couple of weeks I was free from the past's nightmares and enjoyed my Christmas holiday. Yeah, I stopped blogging for quite some time, I admit, I tried to run away from the memories left behind here. But I realized it didn't help me at all, not even bit. That's why I came back, faced it and decided to write a new post for you guys; my lovely readers and believers.

So this is what happened while I was single and mentally happy.










Got my hair dyed, decided to grow it longer and had a bit of a haircut. So this is the fashion makeover. The NEW me after a short but wild journey with Daniel.

I am not mad. I was thankful actually. You wanna know why? Wait for my next post!