But I thought wrong. I realized I'm still affected of everything. A blow of a wind from the past can cause me a lot of damage. It hurts. I never thought of you, not even once. But when I woke up this morning, all I remember was a dream about you from my deepest sleep. All that happened in my dreams was you and I. There was still YOU AND I. I couldn't help it, so I went to visit your wall on face-book. You posted that you're in love. I didn't feel a thing. But I'm sure I would when time comes. Time when you have what I have now. I'm not ready.
I can't believe I'm so selfish. I did not think about you nor about your feelings when I had a boyfriend and I didn't wanna feel whatever you felt. But I guess I have no other option, I'll end up there anyway. I'm not so sure what I'm feeling right now, all I'm sure about is...
I still love you.
