Wednesday, September 15, 2010

My Everything.

Christian Ramos Galit =) (Cj)

how did i meet you?

august 5th; my brother's birthday celebration. he came, at first, he was my sister's crush and i like someone else - ranz. i was blind that time, i never noticed him looking at me nor asking stuffs about me. i would say i was stupid to ignore that special person that would change everything in my life. now everything seems so clear, he is really special. the next day, 6th of august, he added me on facebook and we started talking to each other and getting know each other. after 1 week, my sister started getting jealous, so i had to stop talking to him. then, i just randomly asked myself "why do i miss talking to him? am i in love with him or just a crush?" i was so curious, but i ignored that. after a few weeks. my sister met this another guy named rofel, and then she told me about him, the first thing that went inside my mind was "so that means, i can date christian (cj) now?" i was so confused in the outside but in the inside my heart was jumping in happiness. something made me came online, luckily, he wasn't online that time when i went on. but then, after a few minutes he appeared on my chat list. myself told me, "there you go, talk!". so i said hi, the first thing he said was, "can i have your number? i have to go soon, i wanna talk to you still." i was shock and deep inside i feel so happy. so i gave it to him. and we started smsing. from that day, it feels like i don't or i wouldn't care about facebook anymore, cause i can connect to him through phone. from the first day, i knew he liked me but he doesn't show any signs so i dropped the feeling i kept for him. sadly, he told me asked someone out but he got rejected, i was really upset but then, i tried to ignore. however, we talk a lot, like most of the time. he updates me every second. he wishes me good morning, good afternoon and good evening 24/7. i told myself, "doesn't matter whether he likes me or not, i don't care, i LIKE him!". then one day, something made me tell him the truth, i admitted to him i like him. i did not know i said it, but i know my heart wanted me to say it. his reaction was not relevant, unaccepted but he reacted quite fast. he said, "really???" but then, a lot of things changed. 2 weeks we did not sms nor talk, and i never heard anything about him. but around 20th august, he started smsing me again, he said he asked someone out and he is just waiting fro her to say yes and he told me, "hey we'll meet again on 22nd, your parents will throw a party." i was upset still cause he left and just pop back in. but i forgived him, then by 22nd. i was so excited to see him i just don't understand why. it was like "the world is going to end if i don't see him!" then he finally came. i was so happy, i tried to show off but it failed. night time, we were singing, my cousins and my sister told me he was looking at me. of course, i will believe them so i did. and then he sang as well. a song called AKO'Y SAYO which means "I AM YOURS". i was in love and that made me did something. something really stupid but sweet. i made a slideshow of our photos. CORRECT, i took his photos from facebook. *smiles* then we kept smsing again, back to normal. but then around 31st of august, i have to leave the country. i felt really sad, he did not sms me at that day, maybe he felt sad cause i am leaving but it is stupid to say he'll miss me cause he told me himself he is asking out someone else. but then, around 3rd september, his status on facebook changed, he is suddenly in a relationship. i commented and i wished him goodluck and congratulations, i even told him that my wish came true. i was so sad and i even cried because of it. but around 4th september, 11.30pm, he smsed me, and he asked me to read his reply on the comment i posted, but i said just say it cause i can't come online. he just won't tell me. but i forced him, and he did. and he said "We're together" at first i did not get what he meant by We're. and i asked him to repeat it twice with explanations. he said, he really like me, he just said he was asking out someone so i won't hold on tight to him cause he wasn't sure about asking me out. so he said that. but then he was sure right after i left. i was so shock, all this time my instincts were right. he really liked me. then september 5th, 12.05 am, we became together, quite fast but what wait for? it's already there.

now, recently, 15th september, 10.55 pm, im writing this because i have met the very special person in my life and i will never want to let him go. he changed me into something i could and i would be. he completed every single thing about me. he accepts me for who i am. he forget things that are meant to be forgotten just to remember every piece of me. he loves me and i love him too. why? because 10 days ago, he became my everything.