i really thought i'm gonna be stuck forever under him.
hell no. thank god i managed to survive the down swing of life.
that day, that moment he said he is okay and i can just go,
is the time i finally accepted i lost the stupid game.
and yes i lost but doesn't mean i lost forever.
so i stood up and move on.
and it happened, surprisingly, i did.
i have moved on. finally i'm awake from my deepest dreams.
good morning chels~
