i thought...

i really thought i'm gonna be stuck forever under him.

hell no. thank god i managed to survive the down swing of life.

that day, that moment he said he is okay and i can just go,

is the time i finally accepted i lost the stupid game.

and yes i lost but doesn't mean i lost forever.

so i stood up and move on.

and it happened, surprisingly, i did.

i have moved on. finally i'm awake from my deepest dreams.

good morning chels~