That GirL

CheLsi.

The girL who types the Letter [ L ] in capitaL. The cLumsy type. TaLkative. FriendLy. Kind. Sweet.

Idk what to type. Idk how to describe myseLf.

Hmm. Manchester United fan?

Argh. Idk!

I wilL never Let you go

Teenage Life.

Teenage Life. The best experience in our lives. Although sometimes it sucks. But we create the good and bad things in it, our main duty is to make the most of it. For most of us, especially girls, we fill our teenage life with more tears and sorrow rather than laughter and cheers. But most of the time we enjoy.

Teenage Life. This is when we make mistakes then we learn from them but we re-do till we learn it by heart. This is when we make hard decisions and then change it then change it again because nothing is stable for us. This is also when we fall but we learn how to get back up. In teenage life, we follow no one's rules, we praise no one but ourselves, we trust our closest friends and we are always right. But in the end, we always stand corrected by someone else. It is when we argue with parents, it is when we are the BOSS.

In teenage life, we blame people, we scold people and we are never wrong. We cry then we run to our friends. In teenage life, 99% we think our parents would never understand us. Because it is just too complicated. But actually, we make it complicated for ourselves. We prefer rain than daylight, we prefer night stars than morning sunshine. It is because dreaming is better. And it is because in dreams we get things that can never be ours in reality.

Teenage Life. We get pimples. Oily faces, messed up hairs, PMS, get drunk and parties a lot. We easily get pissed, we lose control on our temper and sometimes on ourselves. This is when we do somethings then in the end we regret. We cry and wish to turn back time.

In teenage life, we experience the best feeling that's ever created in the world. To fall in love. With the wrong sort or not, we still fall in love. For no reason and for many reason, we are in love. People can say many things, many shits, but we trust our instincts most of the time. We follow our heart more than our head and we listen to no one. We have imaginary friends to make decisions with and we do our thing without consultations and permissions. In teenage life, we fall in love, we smile, we break up, we cry, we forget, we move on and we fall in love again. It's natural, it's life. It is teenage life.

~ CheLs

article #24 ; you copy, i wilL bite you. *cheers*

He is the 1

I aLways pray to have a fairytaLe-Like reLationship with someone. And i aLways wish to have a prince boyfriend. i know, in reaLity, i wilL never find a good prince. I meant, PERFECT one. but some peopLe, don't realLy have to be PERFECT to be a good prince. And i`m sure it is true. because i found one. not so good, but the best.

Even though he never telLs me sweet things at Least he shows me that he can be the sweetest for me. and damn it, he did and i felL on my feet. yes, i aLmost fainted. i remember alL the things he did for me. every day different things. and it makes me go crazyyyyyyyyy!

1. He Sent me home - my ex wilL aLways waLk me home hoLding my hand but it Looked Like he was my baby sitter. Yes hoLding my hand but pulLing me. i meant, he waLks ahead of me. you guys understand what i meant right? this guy, i purposedLy waLked behind him and guess what, he took my waist and pulLed me beside him and cLoser to him. he did not took my hand but he pLaces his arms around my shouLders. *Cheers*
2. Kisses - for the first time i met someone who prefer a kiss in a forehead than the Lips.
3. Hugs - he hugs me realLy tight and usualLy realLy Long.
4. The way he Looks into my eyes - oh shit, this one. i turn red every time he does this. He Locks his eyes to mine, i feeL Like my worLd stops turning, i feeL something that no words can expLain. i Just feeL Like i`m in heaven. The feeLing is good. damn good.
5. He sang a song to me (thru phone) - the night i calLed him, he sang to me a song, and it was the best song. "AngeLs Brought me Here" . HoLy shit! i was biting my Lips the whoLe time, and i did not reaLized. I feLt overwheLmed.
6. We went out - so i went out with him for a movie with a coupLe of friends and of course, i sat beside him, (alL i ever dreamt) and his Left hand took my hand then the other on the wheeLs (alL i ever dreamt - Like in movies).
7. He sang a song to me again (this time looking into my eyes) - whiLe we were stuck in the jam the time we went out, he sang a song to me "Lucky" and he asked me to sing with him. HoLy shit, *heaven*.
8. He HeLd my hand - and toLd me not to Let go.
9. whispers iLoveyou - yes, whiLe we were stuck in the jam, he kept on pulLing me cLoser to him, and he wilL whisper he Loves me and then he wilL kiss my cheeks gentLy. *hoLy shit* i loved it!
10. He fed me - yes, this sounds insane, but i find it sweet. no one has ever done that to me. i cLearLy said that i don't want to eat. but he stilL fed me. *like a baby* and i Loved it.
11. He comes to schooL for me - even if he don't have cLass. even if he is so tired and even if he is sick. he wilL aLways come for me. he said he comes to see me and he don't want me to go home by myseLf. *sweet*
12. He comforts me when i`m sick - i saw how worried he was when he thought i was sick. actualLy i`m not, i was just warm because... i aLso don't know. i wasn't sick and he started to get worried because he thought i was having a fever. but i have a stomachache, i was Lyind down on the sofa whiLe he was doing his work in front of me. he Looked at me and said "come here, sit with me" and he asked me to sit on his Lap and hugged me.
13. He stilL folLowed - today, i was totalLy pissed at him. i meant, i couLdn't controL myseLf because i was having my PMS day! so yeah, i didn't mean to be such a bitch, i ignore him and did not taLked to him. and i toLd him that i wilL go home by myseLf and just waLked away without any goodbyes or anything. whiLe i was waLking, i saw him waLking behind me. then i caLmed down and re-think. how couLd i be such a bitch to him. after what he did for me. welL i cannot bLame him if he is angry at me now. its basicalLy my fauLt anyways.

So yeah, for now that`s alL. His name is DanieL Gan Hock Meng.

he is an athLete, a good one. naughty, dangerous but attractive. loving and caring. and a realLy realLy bad boy. but i love him with alL my heart. i`m happy and i don't care what others wilL say. I love him and no one can change that.

24th October 2011 ~> the day my life began.

I folLow my heart

I know.

I've heard that news every where.

over and over again.

more than twice a day actualLy.

and i've heard enough.

i know. it is true.

but doesn't mean i don't trust him.

i beLieve he is one.

but i trust him that he is different now.

i know cause i feeL so.

and it's worth a try anyways.

so why not just grab it.

since regrets are aLways in the end.

so now, better just give chances.

and i did. Love~

Pause.

So yeah.

my love story ended realLy badLy.

and i ended up with onLy 4 chapters.

and i can't do anything.

so sorry.