To you My sweetie

Dear Daniel,

I want you to know I am not letting go. Although sometimes I almost did. But there is just something that keeps me coming back to you. That every time I walk away, something calls me to to turn around. I know you don't want me no more. You don't really have to tell me because it's pretty obvious from your action. I`m writing this not to make you come back or to ask you to come back or to force you to come back. I just want to let you know I will always be here. I just hope you will realize what you have.

"Appreciate what you have, be content because you won't know until you lose it. So stop asking for more." These words made me realize what I HAD until I lost it, till I lost YOU. I hope you won't do the same mistake as I did. I`m not saying it's a bad effect when you lose me, I`m just saying, don't do the same mistake, sit and think, you might realize.

And if you didn't, then it's worth it for you to just set me free and go. Stop keeping me wait, it's either a yes or a no. I did not give you an "I Don't Know" choice so you cannot always give me that. If you are enjoying to see me suffer and if you love watching me in pain, free to just go since you've already taken a lot from me. I just hope you would take me instead of my strength, love, respect, trust and faith.

But I guess you wouldn't. That day will never come. That everything I needed and wanted will never be mine. But I will still be here, loving you. Because I swore my love would remain. I will be air that you breathe, I will give you the strength that you need, I will be the light in your eyes when hope becomes hard to see, I will be your shining star to guide you wherever you are and I promise that I will be by your side. As a friend and if you needed me more than just a friend, I will be there.