my recent love story...

he was the only person i liked for a very long time, ever since i entered my 2nd year high school in a new college, i started admiring him. it is because he is funny, lovely, friendly and very attractive. but his friends told me he is not the boyfriend material for girls like me. since he doesn't know i like him, i took the opportunity to get to know him better with his friends help. but not until the chance is given to me. when i went up to 3rd high school, it happened i was in the same class with all his closest friends. and one day, one day... he joined my class. i became closer with his friends and to him as well. the first mistake i did was letting myself get closer to him while i'm pulling myself away from my friends. as time go by, slowly his friends were trying to tell me it's time for him to know, but i don't know why they said that so. during our sports day rehearsal, i caught him twice or more looking at me. although it was not the first time. there was a part where he held my hand to help me get up. his friends were all teasing us. and i think he figured it out. right after the sports day, his friends told me as soon as i came inside the class that he liked me as well, i was shocked because he was there too, and his friends did not know. but all i felt was anger, embarrassment and curiosity. i did not get to see his reaction because i ran away. but deep inside i was happy. so we started talking to each other, and texting each other. we became really close. i became the person "he always ask for notes he missed out" and he 'became the person "i always ask for homeworks when i'm not around" his friends, became my bestfriends and my friends became his friends and formed one group just to keep us together. but not until we moved up to 4th year, we got separated again. but then, we're always together. my friends told me its time for him to know what i feel for him too. so i told him and things started to change. like the way he calls me, the way he looks at me, the way he talks to me and the way he smile at me. but then after 1 month, he broke my heart. i guess i made another mistake and that is not knowing one thing about him. he is not trustworthy of anyone's heart. his friends told me so, i did not listen. i thought i changed him. i did, temporarily.