As the days passed, I actually believed we will grew stronger together. But then, I feel like it's becoming weaker and weaker each day. He plays more than talk to me and he still talk stuffs to his ex. Should I get jealous? I'm losing the trust I gathered up for him, but then he is tearing me down. He is actually showing nothing that he really likes me. Have I gone mad? Or am I just being paranoid? I've been thinking lately. Thinking whether I made the right choice. I had no idea, where to get an advice. Friends? They don't even exist in this situation.
What to do? I got no one to talk to about this. If there is anyone who could help, Oh God, please come and help me, I could really use a word with you? Do I still believe in loving him? I feel so sad, alone, confused. I am thinking twice, no doubt. I wanted to talk to him about this, but the thing is, I feel like, I have been complaining a lot since we got together. He might get angry and it might cause a break up which is much worse. Should I let it be like this because that is just him? or should I try to overcome it and make a move about it? I am scared and I don't know what to do!
*sigh* I wonder whether he is telling the truth whenever I ask him questions. I don't know now! I'm being paranoid!
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